Assalamualaikum wbt
A few updates.. been neglecting much.. busy and very busy..
Well, first of all on the 21st August, I've been admitted to RIPAS after having my appointment with the doctor. Seems like my BP was slightly high. Took 4 BP test for every one hour before the doc decided to put me in the hospital. I was a bit worried and that's why my BP weren't decreasing. Guess I thought about it too much and worried. So spent my days at the hospital. The bed was not good, too thin and made my body aches because had to sleep on a steel bed. I was bored the whole week I've been in the hospital. The only visitors I received was only my family and his. And Hubby had been so great. He took care of me. He even cooked for me and brought the food to the hospital. During working hours, he came early in the morning to bring me some food. Then he came again at noon. And spent most of his time after work at the hospital, just to accompany me. He brought DVDs for me to watch just to kill time. Brought me magazines. Comforted me. And when it was time for him to go home, I would feel very sad seeing him took off. Waved at him with my gloomy face. Cried whenever we were on the phone. Felt sad when he had to do housework by himself, slept alone, did the laundry, cooked, spent the rest of the night at home alone. Made me cried. Kesian Hubby. Yang kesian lagi aku. I missed home oh so badly. Missed my bed, my pillow, my TV, my Hubby. Everyday I prayed that I could leave. But no! I've spent a week at the hospital. Went nuts! Then on the 27th August, doctor told me something I wanted to hear, something I've been waiting for. I could go home. I was super excited. Called hubby to pick me at noon. Packed my stuffs, took a shower. I was smiling the whole time.
Oh well, a lil info, me and the baby sihat wal'afiat. Now its coming 9 months. So another few more weeks to go before the birth of my first baby. Scared? Yeah. Ready? Insyallah. Been having lots of dreams about me giving birth lately. Hope for the best and pray the baby will be healthy, sempurna and everything will be selamat, Insyallah. I did my scan and I know the gender of the baby. But I'm not gonna tell. Just wait and see. Doakan semoga murah beranak. Amin!
After I got out of the hospital, doc gave me 3 days off. Yahoo. Another freedom for me. Doc asked me to get some rest. Not to think about work. So just started working on Saturday.
During my boring week at the hospital, I missed having to celebrate my dad's birthday which happened to be on the 25th. I was at the hospital, lying on the bed. Eating my "LOW SALT" lunch and dinner meal. My family were having dinner at Nyonya. I was so jealous. Mum text me, asking what I want to eat that night, she wanted to "tapau" for me. Oh so sweet.
I'm actually tired. My back hurt. My feet hurt. My ankle hurt. My body aches. Couldn't get a good sleep at night. Baby moved actively. I'm sure gonna missed being pregnant. The experienced was wonderful. Seeing your belly getting bigger everyday, every week and every month. Seeing your belly rocking. Seeing the movement of the baby from the outside.
Okay need to rest. Have ultrasound appointment tomorrow at RIPAS.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Assalamualikum,
- Life.. hectic! Too much to be done in a short period of time.
- Its been almost two weeks without my eSpeed. Masih lagi di rumah lambak. So I've been missing living online alot. What to do? Dorang sana siuk2 makai, aku yang terpunduk ganya di sini. So anyway, told Hubby to cut the eSpeed line for the time being. Its only fair. We haven't register for phone line yet. So hubby told that eSpeed would be cut off start 1st August. But it seemed like it was still ON. Mcm I was so upset, mcm sengaja kah.. Kan minta masuk bill lah tu. Membuyuk jua tu. Kalau faham bisai. So masa ani menahan rasa saja inda online. Well untuk sama2 inda online, baik tah di putuskan. I'm not trying to berkira or anything.
- Life in school: tiring, exhausting. Thats all I can say.
- Hubby's working tonight. Ada tanglong malam ne. So here I am, home alone. But that doesn't bother me. I don't care, mind of scared being alone. Been there done that. Yeh, we're officially moved. So far, siuk berabis. Never thought living by yourself could be this much fun. Well actually, it is time for us to be independent. Since there will be a new person coming into our life in about 10 more weeks. So why not? Our intention to live by ourselves is only simple: to experience our lives as a married couple, experience in paying bills, buying kitchen stuffs, above all, to be independent. Thats all. Its not like we're trying to leave the family behind. Family is still family. Nothing has change.
- The noisy neighbours especially "The AMAH" really annoyed me. I can leave with it you know the neighbours. But having to hear "The AMAH" babysitting and it seems like they don't really know how to deal with the kids and let the kids running around wildly, screaming here and there, crying out loud, and the most annoying thing is that when they are passing by our home, they talk so loud, laughing, chitchatting with other AMAH, leaving all the kids' toys right outside our door and nada terkarih kan mengangkut mainan atu balik, terbiar tia berampai tu, Lului jua tu AMAH catu ah. Pandaikah mengasuh tu? Mun inda tahan menjaga, jangan di jaga. So everytime the AMAH passing by bawa kids yg berdamitan atu, start tia dorang bising2 di luar bercerita besar2 mcm inda hormat kan jiran yang ada duduk dalam rumah atu, so I'll increase the volume of my TV, pasang MTV lagi. Biar dorang! So far, bila saja riuh bunyi TV ku baru tah dorang faham. Even ada one time I heard this AMAH was calling the kid yg ia jaga, the kid ignored her calling. I was at the window spying on them. So I heard the AMAH said "Kelabur" at that kid. Tau ia kan kelabur ah. Mun anak ku di cakapnya catu, au ku tampiling mulutnya ah. Enough about AMAH.
- Im in my 30 weeks now. Its getting closer. Nervous yet? Ada jua sikit2. Haven't gone shopping to buy baby's stuffs yet. All the baju and barang mandiannya. I've been so iski dah kan bali but when come to think that we still have no idea what is the sex of the baby, so tergendalalah. But last night, we went to hypermart. Gatal sangat dah ku kan bali baju. So sampai hajat ku bali baju baby buat pertama kalinya. Chose the white colour ofcourse.
- My eating habit has gone wild. I mean I eat everything. But trying hard to control hahahha biasalah makan untuk dua orang wah.
- Miss going out with my friends. My pregnancy is coming 30 weeks now. That is almost 8 months, so its been almost 8 months I haven't been going out with my friends. Believe it or not.
- Im tired. Need to rest. Will blog again some other time. Till then.. take care
- Life.. hectic! Too much to be done in a short period of time.
- Its been almost two weeks without my eSpeed. Masih lagi di rumah lambak. So I've been missing living online alot. What to do? Dorang sana siuk2 makai, aku yang terpunduk ganya di sini. So anyway, told Hubby to cut the eSpeed line for the time being. Its only fair. We haven't register for phone line yet. So hubby told that eSpeed would be cut off start 1st August. But it seemed like it was still ON. Mcm I was so upset, mcm sengaja kah.. Kan minta masuk bill lah tu. Membuyuk jua tu. Kalau faham bisai. So masa ani menahan rasa saja inda online. Well untuk sama2 inda online, baik tah di putuskan. I'm not trying to berkira or anything.
- Life in school: tiring, exhausting. Thats all I can say.
- Hubby's working tonight. Ada tanglong malam ne. So here I am, home alone. But that doesn't bother me. I don't care, mind of scared being alone. Been there done that. Yeh, we're officially moved. So far, siuk berabis. Never thought living by yourself could be this much fun. Well actually, it is time for us to be independent. Since there will be a new person coming into our life in about 10 more weeks. So why not? Our intention to live by ourselves is only simple: to experience our lives as a married couple, experience in paying bills, buying kitchen stuffs, above all, to be independent. Thats all. Its not like we're trying to leave the family behind. Family is still family. Nothing has change.
- The noisy neighbours especially "The AMAH" really annoyed me. I can leave with it you know the neighbours. But having to hear "The AMAH" babysitting and it seems like they don't really know how to deal with the kids and let the kids running around wildly, screaming here and there, crying out loud, and the most annoying thing is that when they are passing by our home, they talk so loud, laughing, chitchatting with other AMAH, leaving all the kids' toys right outside our door and nada terkarih kan mengangkut mainan atu balik, terbiar tia berampai tu, Lului jua tu AMAH catu ah. Pandaikah mengasuh tu? Mun inda tahan menjaga, jangan di jaga. So everytime the AMAH passing by bawa kids yg berdamitan atu, start tia dorang bising2 di luar bercerita besar2 mcm inda hormat kan jiran yang ada duduk dalam rumah atu, so I'll increase the volume of my TV, pasang MTV lagi. Biar dorang! So far, bila saja riuh bunyi TV ku baru tah dorang faham. Even ada one time I heard this AMAH was calling the kid yg ia jaga, the kid ignored her calling. I was at the window spying on them. So I heard the AMAH said "Kelabur" at that kid. Tau ia kan kelabur ah. Mun anak ku di cakapnya catu, au ku tampiling mulutnya ah. Enough about AMAH.
- Im in my 30 weeks now. Its getting closer. Nervous yet? Ada jua sikit2. Haven't gone shopping to buy baby's stuffs yet. All the baju and barang mandiannya. I've been so iski dah kan bali but when come to think that we still have no idea what is the sex of the baby, so tergendalalah. But last night, we went to hypermart. Gatal sangat dah ku kan bali baju. So sampai hajat ku bali baju baby buat pertama kalinya. Chose the white colour ofcourse.
- My eating habit has gone wild. I mean I eat everything. But trying hard to control hahahha biasalah makan untuk dua orang wah.
- Miss going out with my friends. My pregnancy is coming 30 weeks now. That is almost 8 months, so its been almost 8 months I haven't been going out with my friends. Believe it or not.
- Im tired. Need to rest. Will blog again some other time. Till then.. take care
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Officially
Assalamualaikum,
Well just a lil update.. I'm officially moved. It had been a very tiring month for me. With a 16 days afternoon IC3 Course, appointments and roadshow and packing/unpacking stuffs, finally I could get my afternoon sleep today. So extremely exhausted with all the moving in thing. Decided to ambil berkat malam Jumaat, Hubby and I decided to throw a simple doa selamat to make it official. My family and his family were invited ofcourse. Doa selamat was recite by Hubby's bro. Alhamdulillah it went well. First night by ourselves was kinda different. Because we were on our own. Minding our own business. But we're happy. Finally we'll learn to be independent. Learn to pay all the bills, buying all kitchen stuffs. And everything. We can do whatever we want. It was fun. I don't know how to express it but above all we are very happy and excited. It feels good having my own tv, kitchen, toilets (no more berabut kan ke toilet time emergency berabis), my very own washing machine (no more waiting for others to finish their laundry so that I can do mine), my own living room. In fact I have been waiting for this moment. Cause I really want to learn living by my own with my hubby. Its our second night, everything went really well, cooked him dinner, did laundry, did some unpacking. And what makes me more excited, finally all the baby's stuffs had arrived. Stroller, bed, bathtub, pillow, bolster, fitted sheet, baby monitor, playpen and everything except the clothes. I haven't shop for the clothes yet cause the sex of the baby is still a mystery to me. I still have no idea if its a girl or a boy. But Hubby and I decided to do an ultrasound some time next month. Can't believe I'm in my 28th weeks now. Only 12 more weeks to go before my due. Getting pretty excited and nervous at the same time. Hoping and praying that everything will go well. Hope the mummy and the baby will be sihat walafiat. InsyaAllah.
Oh yeah, my sis Neez is in KL at the moment. Makes me really jealous. Wanted so badly to go there. Kan shopping and having a great time there.
Well just a lil update.. I'm officially moved. It had been a very tiring month for me. With a 16 days afternoon IC3 Course, appointments and roadshow and packing/unpacking stuffs, finally I could get my afternoon sleep today. So extremely exhausted with all the moving in thing. Decided to ambil berkat malam Jumaat, Hubby and I decided to throw a simple doa selamat to make it official. My family and his family were invited ofcourse. Doa selamat was recite by Hubby's bro. Alhamdulillah it went well. First night by ourselves was kinda different. Because we were on our own. Minding our own business. But we're happy. Finally we'll learn to be independent. Learn to pay all the bills, buying all kitchen stuffs. And everything. We can do whatever we want. It was fun. I don't know how to express it but above all we are very happy and excited. It feels good having my own tv, kitchen, toilets (no more berabut kan ke toilet time emergency berabis), my very own washing machine (no more waiting for others to finish their laundry so that I can do mine), my own living room. In fact I have been waiting for this moment. Cause I really want to learn living by my own with my hubby. Its our second night, everything went really well, cooked him dinner, did laundry, did some unpacking. And what makes me more excited, finally all the baby's stuffs had arrived. Stroller, bed, bathtub, pillow, bolster, fitted sheet, baby monitor, playpen and everything except the clothes. I haven't shop for the clothes yet cause the sex of the baby is still a mystery to me. I still have no idea if its a girl or a boy. But Hubby and I decided to do an ultrasound some time next month. Can't believe I'm in my 28th weeks now. Only 12 more weeks to go before my due. Getting pretty excited and nervous at the same time. Hoping and praying that everything will go well. Hope the mummy and the baby will be sihat walafiat. InsyaAllah.
Oh yeah, my sis Neez is in KL at the moment. Makes me really jealous. Wanted so badly to go there. Kan shopping and having a great time there.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Just a quick updates:
1) My sister, Nisa, got home from UK last Thursday. None of my family knew about her returned. All of the sudden I received a call from her. Apparently she's staying here in Brunei for a month to do a research about something. Then she'll fly back to UK in August.
2) My bro, Aiman, arrived Brunei on Saturday morning. He's having a 3 months holiday. Good to have both of them back. At least inda jua sunyi. Got my shortbread biscuits.
3) Had a movie date with my family. There were 7 of us. Dad, Mum, Me, Hub, Nisa, Aiman and Judin. We watched "Transformer" last night.
4) Celebrated my hub and I 2nd year of marriage.
5) Currently attending a 16 days of Internet and Computing Core Certificates Course. Missing my afternoon naps. All school works left untouch. Today, had our first exam. Its called "Module A". To avoid taking a reset for the exam, we have to pass at least 800 and above. Yes the passing mark is 800. Alhamdulillah I passed. So another 2 modules to go. Pray I will do well in the next exam.
6) The newlywed is currently having their honeymoon at KL. I'm so jealous!!! Hehehe enjoy your honeymooning..
7) I'm in my 26th weeks. The baby, alhamdulillah healthy.
8) On friday night, our car involved in a Hit and Run accident. Luckily the car was ok. Just a little scratch at the bumper. But the license plate was broken. We had dinner that night at Aneka Rasa with my family. We parked behind a shop and clearly it was a safe place to park and we didn't makan jalan or illegally parked the car. So that night we went around Kiulap to find a place to fix the license plate. Luckily ada shop masih buka.
9) I made a $99 refund from purchasing a Bmobile. I registered late February and the delivered of the Bmobile would be in April. So we waited patiently. Then we came in April, unfortunately they said that the Bmobile was not ready yet. So they extended the date until middle of July. So we waited, again! Until at the end of June, we came again. Yes, it was so unfortunate. Apparently, they said that they had stop making the product. Because there were alot of complaints. So they suggested us to refund or if we still wanted to purchase, we would have to choose the other Bmobile which cost $199. We just needed to add another $100. But I refused. Cause I've been waiting and waiting and at last it was all bad news. So I decided to refund my money. It has been a week now. So still waiting for their call. Waiting...
10) Its Brunei Mid-Year Sale!! People has gone craze about it especially ME!!!! Hehehe
Okay, I think I've covered everything. But if I missed out something, I'll post again next time. Until then.. Assalamualaikum to you..
Just a quick updates:
1) My sister, Nisa, got home from UK last Thursday. None of my family knew about her returned. All of the sudden I received a call from her. Apparently she's staying here in Brunei for a month to do a research about something. Then she'll fly back to UK in August.
2) My bro, Aiman, arrived Brunei on Saturday morning. He's having a 3 months holiday. Good to have both of them back. At least inda jua sunyi. Got my shortbread biscuits.
3) Had a movie date with my family. There were 7 of us. Dad, Mum, Me, Hub, Nisa, Aiman and Judin. We watched "Transformer" last night.
4) Celebrated my hub and I 2nd year of marriage.
5) Currently attending a 16 days of Internet and Computing Core Certificates Course. Missing my afternoon naps. All school works left untouch. Today, had our first exam. Its called "Module A". To avoid taking a reset for the exam, we have to pass at least 800 and above. Yes the passing mark is 800. Alhamdulillah I passed. So another 2 modules to go. Pray I will do well in the next exam.
6) The newlywed is currently having their honeymoon at KL. I'm so jealous!!! Hehehe enjoy your honeymooning..
7) I'm in my 26th weeks. The baby, alhamdulillah healthy.
8) On friday night, our car involved in a Hit and Run accident. Luckily the car was ok. Just a little scratch at the bumper. But the license plate was broken. We had dinner that night at Aneka Rasa with my family. We parked behind a shop and clearly it was a safe place to park and we didn't makan jalan or illegally parked the car. So that night we went around Kiulap to find a place to fix the license plate. Luckily ada shop masih buka.
9) I made a $99 refund from purchasing a Bmobile. I registered late February and the delivered of the Bmobile would be in April. So we waited patiently. Then we came in April, unfortunately they said that the Bmobile was not ready yet. So they extended the date until middle of July. So we waited, again! Until at the end of June, we came again. Yes, it was so unfortunate. Apparently, they said that they had stop making the product. Because there were alot of complaints. So they suggested us to refund or if we still wanted to purchase, we would have to choose the other Bmobile which cost $199. We just needed to add another $100. But I refused. Cause I've been waiting and waiting and at last it was all bad news. So I decided to refund my money. It has been a week now. So still waiting for their call. Waiting...
10) Its Brunei Mid-Year Sale!! People has gone craze about it especially ME!!!! Hehehe
Okay, I think I've covered everything. But if I missed out something, I'll post again next time. Until then.. Assalamualaikum to you..
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Lovely Sunday Morning
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
It is a lovely sunday morning. Woke up early today. Why? Because it is our 2nd year anniversary for me and hub. Happy 2nd Anniversary, bee.
So last night, we went out, sight-seeing, had lovely dinner and shopping!!! Hubby got home early yesterday. Told me to get ready cause he wanted to bring me out. First we went to the "stesen minyak". Then we're off to barik cause he wanted to meet his friend just for awhile. And then, we went to Q-lap. Tried to figure out where to eat. We decided to celebrate our anniversary abit early last night by having a relaxing, lovely dinner. So I suggested we ate dinner at De Fountain Cafe. I so wanted to eat Baked Macaroni. Its been almost 2 year hub and I haven't been to that cafe. So first we ordered an appetizers, the salad and nacho cheese. YUMMY!!
The half-eaten salad. Forgot to take the pix. I'm not a big fan of salad. But this one, not bad.. loved the tiny bread, cubic cheese, chix, green salad and the egg.
The Nacho Cheese. Haven't eat this for quite a while. Yummy. Aku yang paling banyak makan. Sal hub yang suapkan. That's hub's fingers trying to reach it. The combination of nacho, melted cheese and the sauce.. it was excellent. If only they could spread the cheese and sauce all over the plate.
For the third course, we both ordered Baked Macaroni. Sis Ammey, yep true nda banyak isinya but nyaman for sure. Nanti tah ke mall lagi hahahaha
Tercapai jua. Pasal nyaman sangat so abislah aku makan. Hubs was already full just by eating the salad and cheese. So he didn't finish his macaroni. So guess what? I ate hub's food hehehe guess I was super hungry. Hey I'm a food-lover. Yeah, I was full. But that's not the end of our dinner. Hub ordered a dessert. One scoop of Vanilla Ice-cream and a slice of Fudge Choc Cheese Cake. The ice-cream was for me and the cake was for both of us. I didn't take any photos sal lupa hahaha kekanyangan kali udah. Pasal kanyang, makan ais krim saja baru tah nyaman rasanya. Yummyness. The cake was ok. It was too chocholate-y. Anyway, just want to say thank you so much B for the treats. You are so deary lovely, wonderful hubby. I love you so much.
Two years! Wow, can't believe we made it this far. We both pray for the better in the future, InsyaAllah. Loving each other more and more and so unconditionally. Hub, the past 2 years has been perfect. We've been through lots of ups and downs and we made our way through the pain. Hope for the better life with you and with the coming of a new person in our life, InsyaAllah. You have been so great to me. Take care of me. Loves me. Thanks baby. I love you.. Couldn't ask for more. Happy 2nd Anniversary to Mr and Mrs NaNee.
It is a lovely sunday morning. Woke up early today. Why? Because it is our 2nd year anniversary for me and hub. Happy 2nd Anniversary, bee.
So last night, we went out, sight-seeing, had lovely dinner and shopping!!! Hubby got home early yesterday. Told me to get ready cause he wanted to bring me out. First we went to the "stesen minyak". Then we're off to barik cause he wanted to meet his friend just for awhile. And then, we went to Q-lap. Tried to figure out where to eat. We decided to celebrate our anniversary abit early last night by having a relaxing, lovely dinner. So I suggested we ate dinner at De Fountain Cafe. I so wanted to eat Baked Macaroni. Its been almost 2 year hub and I haven't been to that cafe. So first we ordered an appetizers, the salad and nacho cheese. YUMMY!!
The half-eaten salad. Forgot to take the pix. I'm not a big fan of salad. But this one, not bad.. loved the tiny bread, cubic cheese, chix, green salad and the egg.
The Nacho Cheese. Haven't eat this for quite a while. Yummy. Aku yang paling banyak makan. Sal hub yang suapkan. That's hub's fingers trying to reach it. The combination of nacho, melted cheese and the sauce.. it was excellent. If only they could spread the cheese and sauce all over the plate.For the third course, we both ordered Baked Macaroni. Sis Ammey, yep true nda banyak isinya but nyaman for sure. Nanti tah ke mall lagi hahahaha
Tercapai jua. Pasal nyaman sangat so abislah aku makan. Hubs was already full just by eating the salad and cheese. So he didn't finish his macaroni. So guess what? I ate hub's food hehehe guess I was super hungry. Hey I'm a food-lover. Yeah, I was full. But that's not the end of our dinner. Hub ordered a dessert. One scoop of Vanilla Ice-cream and a slice of Fudge Choc Cheese Cake. The ice-cream was for me and the cake was for both of us. I didn't take any photos sal lupa hahaha kekanyangan kali udah. Pasal kanyang, makan ais krim saja baru tah nyaman rasanya. Yummyness. The cake was ok. It was too chocholate-y. Anyway, just want to say thank you so much B for the treats. You are so deary lovely, wonderful hubby. I love you so much.Two years! Wow, can't believe we made it this far. We both pray for the better in the future, InsyaAllah. Loving each other more and more and so unconditionally. Hub, the past 2 years has been perfect. We've been through lots of ups and downs and we made our way through the pain. Hope for the better life with you and with the coming of a new person in our life, InsyaAllah. You have been so great to me. Take care of me. Loves me. Thanks baby. I love you.. Couldn't ask for more. Happy 2nd Anniversary to Mr and Mrs NaNee.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Alai's Grand Wedding
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Sis Alai, sorry for the delay.. here are some of your lovely photos from your beautiful wedding. Although I couldn't get alot of it as there were alot of photographers and I couldn't get a chance to go as near as I could. It was too pack.. Well, here are the photos taken from inside your room. Enjoy sis and congratulations..
Sis Alai, getting ready..
Allahu Akbar.. heheh nadawah.. Sis Alai malar usai tudungnya.. kesian..
One posed between the newly-bride and the old-bride.. wah aku perasann eheh
Testing with the flowers..
Sis Alai and her sister.. Time ne photographer suruh dorang "action"
Lovely bride..
Pose dari siring..
Trying to show off the fake mole.. He.. He.. He..
1.. 2.. 3.. action..
The pelamin
Sis Alai walked down the "aisle" with pengangun.. dag dig dug..
Waited patiently for the arrival of the groom..
Berdebar rasanya..
The arrival of Alai's Official Hubby.. Lalu.. lalu.. Sabar wang.. inda lari binimu tu..
The lovely newlywed got off the pelamin to go outside for the "Majlis Membasuh Kaki"
Lalu.. lalu.. menapi.. menapi.. pengantin kan lalu...
Sis sis.. sorry I didn't take any photos masa acara membasuh kaki. Well ramai wah relatives Sis and your hubby. This is all I can give. Hehehe hope its ok with you.. And I also forgot to take the photos of your room padahal me yang batah di sana hahahah mana inda.. pengantin sudah mencuri pandangan.. So how's marriage life? Getting used to it already? Heheh baru jua.. :P Tahniah sekali lagi sis from both of us.. Hope you'll have a wonderful life together and yes it will be wonderful because he will always be there everywhere and anytime except time kaja.. you'll no longer feeling alone and vulnerable.. Everything will be different after this.. A better change of life.. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke ahir hayat.. Enjoy it..
Sis Alai, sorry for the delay.. here are some of your lovely photos from your beautiful wedding. Although I couldn't get alot of it as there were alot of photographers and I couldn't get a chance to go as near as I could. It was too pack.. Well, here are the photos taken from inside your room. Enjoy sis and congratulations..
Sis Alai, getting ready..
Allahu Akbar.. heheh nadawah.. Sis Alai malar usai tudungnya.. kesian..
One posed between the newly-bride and the old-bride.. wah aku perasann eheh
Testing with the flowers..
Sis Alai and her sister.. Time ne photographer suruh dorang "action"
Lovely bride..
Pose dari siring..
Trying to show off the fake mole.. He.. He.. He..
1.. 2.. 3.. action..
The pelamin
Sis Alai walked down the "aisle" with pengangun.. dag dig dug..
Waited patiently for the arrival of the groom..
Berdebar rasanya..
The arrival of Alai's Official Hubby.. Lalu.. lalu.. Sabar wang.. inda lari binimu tu..
The lovely newlywed got off the pelamin to go outside for the "Majlis Membasuh Kaki"
Lalu.. lalu.. menapi.. menapi.. pengantin kan lalu...Sis sis.. sorry I didn't take any photos masa acara membasuh kaki. Well ramai wah relatives Sis and your hubby. This is all I can give. Hehehe hope its ok with you.. And I also forgot to take the photos of your room padahal me yang batah di sana hahahah mana inda.. pengantin sudah mencuri pandangan.. So how's marriage life? Getting used to it already? Heheh baru jua.. :P Tahniah sekali lagi sis from both of us.. Hope you'll have a wonderful life together and yes it will be wonderful because he will always be there everywhere and anytime except time kaja.. you'll no longer feeling alone and vulnerable.. Everything will be different after this.. A better change of life.. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke ahir hayat.. Enjoy it..
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Moody
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
The title says it all. I'm bump, hurt, sad, my heart aches, depress, feeling gloomy.. can't think of any other words to describe it. Somehow, something just.. don't know how to express it.
Last wednesday, I was at home watching FRIENDS around 10am until a colleague of mine send me a message, told me something about changing my examination marksheet all over again. I spent the half day at school a day before that finishing my sheets and now I have to do it over again. God! its killing me. So I started working on it at 10-ish.. sat in front of my computer and my laptop. Opened my file in the folder. Took out my calculator and calculate the marks again. My back hurts. Nothing I could do cause I really wanted to finish it sooner and why.. because I wanted to have my holidays without thinking about work. Which b.t.w is not working. I had to do my item analysis and then finishing my presentation. I worked until 4pm cause thats when Hubby called me, asked me out to grab a bite. I hadn't have my lunch yet. Yes I was very hungry. I felt bad for myself, letting myself doing all the work with empty stomach. Kesian my baby. Mummy very sorry dear.
Getting ready, about 7 minutes Hubby came home. I went downstairs and we drove to the nearest restaurant. I was still famished, so I asked Hubby to drop me off at KFC. I've craved to eat Zinger Burger. Went home, had rest, took a shower, lied down on the bed, watched tv with Hubby. And then at 7pm, I got up, continued my work again. Argh! I could feel the tension around me, in my head, my body, everything. I could easily felt that my blood pressure was high. Almost had a headache. But after I thought of the baby, I took the rest I needed. Couldn't think of anything else but the baby. Didn't want to get myself all stressed up with work cause its not good for me and the baby. So I went to bed early that night. Missed to watch Heroes and C.S.I. I've sacrificed my tv time. Oh I forgot to mention, I didn't watch tv from 10am till 6pm. I was so into it.
So today, I try not to think about work. Woke up early, made breakfast for Hubby. Send Hubby off on the stairs. Went to my room. Switched on the tv. Lie on the bed and I get back to sleep. Yeah, I didn't do any work today. Its my lazy time.
But somehow, something or someone just without intentionally hurt me. I don't want to elaborate. Simply say that I'm hurt.. Anyway I have to go now. C.S.I is on.
10 more days till my 2nd year Wedding Anniversary. Syukur alhamdulillah we made it this far and hope for the better life in the future, insyallah, Amin.
Goodluck to everyone.
The title says it all. I'm bump, hurt, sad, my heart aches, depress, feeling gloomy.. can't think of any other words to describe it. Somehow, something just.. don't know how to express it.
Last wednesday, I was at home watching FRIENDS around 10am until a colleague of mine send me a message, told me something about changing my examination marksheet all over again. I spent the half day at school a day before that finishing my sheets and now I have to do it over again. God! its killing me. So I started working on it at 10-ish.. sat in front of my computer and my laptop. Opened my file in the folder. Took out my calculator and calculate the marks again. My back hurts. Nothing I could do cause I really wanted to finish it sooner and why.. because I wanted to have my holidays without thinking about work. Which b.t.w is not working. I had to do my item analysis and then finishing my presentation. I worked until 4pm cause thats when Hubby called me, asked me out to grab a bite. I hadn't have my lunch yet. Yes I was very hungry. I felt bad for myself, letting myself doing all the work with empty stomach. Kesian my baby. Mummy very sorry dear.
Getting ready, about 7 minutes Hubby came home. I went downstairs and we drove to the nearest restaurant. I was still famished, so I asked Hubby to drop me off at KFC. I've craved to eat Zinger Burger. Went home, had rest, took a shower, lied down on the bed, watched tv with Hubby. And then at 7pm, I got up, continued my work again. Argh! I could feel the tension around me, in my head, my body, everything. I could easily felt that my blood pressure was high. Almost had a headache. But after I thought of the baby, I took the rest I needed. Couldn't think of anything else but the baby. Didn't want to get myself all stressed up with work cause its not good for me and the baby. So I went to bed early that night. Missed to watch Heroes and C.S.I. I've sacrificed my tv time. Oh I forgot to mention, I didn't watch tv from 10am till 6pm. I was so into it.
So today, I try not to think about work. Woke up early, made breakfast for Hubby. Send Hubby off on the stairs. Went to my room. Switched on the tv. Lie on the bed and I get back to sleep. Yeah, I didn't do any work today. Its my lazy time.
But somehow, something or someone just without intentionally hurt me. I don't want to elaborate. Simply say that I'm hurt.. Anyway I have to go now. C.S.I is on.
10 more days till my 2nd year Wedding Anniversary. Syukur alhamdulillah we made it this far and hope for the better life in the future, insyallah, Amin.
Goodluck to everyone.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
My Appointment
Love this song..
Artis: Anuar Zain
Lirik Lagu: Perpisahan
Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
(Korus)
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu
Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
Soundtrack from the movie CINTA, one of the best Malaysian Love/Romance movies ever. Made me cry everytime I watch this movie.
So I went to my ultrasound appointment today. Hubby was with me. I guess he was so excited about this baby. He always accompanies me everytime I have an appointment. Thanks baby for always being there. He asked permission from his "Tuan". So sweet. We walked late coz my appointment was at 8am. I didn't go to school, jauh bah. I couldn't wait longer. I woke up at 6am.. Felt anxious about my appointment, tried to go back to sleep but couldn't hehehe too excited.
Arrived at the Sg Hanching clinic a few minutes before 8am. Took a number, got number 12th, wah I guess ramai tah sudah yang dtg tu. Waited for almost an hour. When my turn came up.. baca doa dlm hati. Praying everything will be fine. Syukur alhamdulillah the baby's in a very good condition. First thing I saw was the head. Eeee kiutnya.. bulat!!! I was super duper excited and very very happy. I saw the head, then the hands, the body and lastly the legs. Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada Allah. I couldn't explain my feelings when I saw the baby's head. Sedih pun ada, sedih pasal gembira. The doctor couldn't identify the baby's sex. I was abit upset about it. Baby tu tapuk wah! Hehehe and also masa doc moved around the thingy yg ia put on my belly, ngam masa atu I saw the baby was kicking wah.. hahahaha kiutnya.. I can't believe there's a life human baby living, moving, breathing inside of me. Its a miracle. Itulah kebesaran Allah memberi keistimewaan kepada seorang wanita utk merasai keindahan sewaktu mengandung. Too bad nda dpt minta print kan the scan. Insyallah I'll plan to go to a private clinic to have another scan on the baby and get the print of the baby. And figure out the sex of the baby. Untuk kenangan. Makin hari makin sayang. Makin hari makin kuat ia main tendang2. Its been almost 2 weeks since the first time the baby kicked. Even when I sit pun I can feel the baby moves and kicks. Nakal eh.
Syukur alhamdulillah. Semoga semuanya selamat. Doa2 kan kesihatan me and my baby.
Artis: Anuar Zain
Lirik Lagu: Perpisahan
Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
(Korus)
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu
Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
Soundtrack from the movie CINTA, one of the best Malaysian Love/Romance movies ever. Made me cry everytime I watch this movie.
So I went to my ultrasound appointment today. Hubby was with me. I guess he was so excited about this baby. He always accompanies me everytime I have an appointment. Thanks baby for always being there. He asked permission from his "Tuan". So sweet. We walked late coz my appointment was at 8am. I didn't go to school, jauh bah. I couldn't wait longer. I woke up at 6am.. Felt anxious about my appointment, tried to go back to sleep but couldn't hehehe too excited.
Arrived at the Sg Hanching clinic a few minutes before 8am. Took a number, got number 12th, wah I guess ramai tah sudah yang dtg tu. Waited for almost an hour. When my turn came up.. baca doa dlm hati. Praying everything will be fine. Syukur alhamdulillah the baby's in a very good condition. First thing I saw was the head. Eeee kiutnya.. bulat!!! I was super duper excited and very very happy. I saw the head, then the hands, the body and lastly the legs. Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada Allah. I couldn't explain my feelings when I saw the baby's head. Sedih pun ada, sedih pasal gembira. The doctor couldn't identify the baby's sex. I was abit upset about it. Baby tu tapuk wah! Hehehe and also masa doc moved around the thingy yg ia put on my belly, ngam masa atu I saw the baby was kicking wah.. hahahaha kiutnya.. I can't believe there's a life human baby living, moving, breathing inside of me. Its a miracle. Itulah kebesaran Allah memberi keistimewaan kepada seorang wanita utk merasai keindahan sewaktu mengandung. Too bad nda dpt minta print kan the scan. Insyallah I'll plan to go to a private clinic to have another scan on the baby and get the print of the baby. And figure out the sex of the baby. Untuk kenangan. Makin hari makin sayang. Makin hari makin kuat ia main tendang2. Its been almost 2 weeks since the first time the baby kicked. Even when I sit pun I can feel the baby moves and kicks. Nakal eh.
Syukur alhamdulillah. Semoga semuanya selamat. Doa2 kan kesihatan me and my baby.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
p.i.s.s.e.d
Assalamualaikum,
Tired, preparing for the launching of eXplomaths at SMRIPAS. SMRIPAS and our school are the host for the event. Our school represent all the primary schools in brunei. Today was our 2nd day preparing our booth for the pameran teaching aids and posters.
I'm actually pissed at some guy. Well because he is so irresponsible being a leader for the drawing poster competition since I am one of the committee under the posters. Im pissed at him coz everything we have something to ask about the posters, what should we do next, made all the labels and all, he seems to have no clue at all.. A few days ago gb was asking about the prizes for the winners of drawing posters. She was asking us.. the committee.. We were so clueless. So we asked 'the leader', all he said was "antah ah nda ku tau, cuba tah kau tanyakan arah GB' and everytime we ask things that have something to do with the posters, yes he will give us the same answer. As if he doesnt know his job, and as a leader he is very bad at it. So I didnt talk to him yesterday and today. Hated him.
So I just finished making the label to put on the green board tomorrow. My own coloured papers, my own laminating film. Not that Im kata2..
Oh well, it feels good to let it out. Jarih dah my hubby mendengar keluhan hati me. Dont want to get myself worry too much over the stupid thing. Better think of my baby and my kesihatan lagi baik. Cian my baby.. ehehehhe okaylah want to rest.. till next time..
B, thanks for sudi mendengar keluhan sayang ehehe I love you unconditionally..
Tired, preparing for the launching of eXplomaths at SMRIPAS. SMRIPAS and our school are the host for the event. Our school represent all the primary schools in brunei. Today was our 2nd day preparing our booth for the pameran teaching aids and posters.
I'm actually pissed at some guy. Well because he is so irresponsible being a leader for the drawing poster competition since I am one of the committee under the posters. Im pissed at him coz everything we have something to ask about the posters, what should we do next, made all the labels and all, he seems to have no clue at all.. A few days ago gb was asking about the prizes for the winners of drawing posters. She was asking us.. the committee.. We were so clueless. So we asked 'the leader', all he said was "antah ah nda ku tau, cuba tah kau tanyakan arah GB' and everytime we ask things that have something to do with the posters, yes he will give us the same answer. As if he doesnt know his job, and as a leader he is very bad at it. So I didnt talk to him yesterday and today. Hated him.
So I just finished making the label to put on the green board tomorrow. My own coloured papers, my own laminating film. Not that Im kata2..
Oh well, it feels good to let it out. Jarih dah my hubby mendengar keluhan hati me. Dont want to get myself worry too much over the stupid thing. Better think of my baby and my kesihatan lagi baik. Cian my baby.. ehehehhe okaylah want to rest.. till next time..
B, thanks for sudi mendengar keluhan sayang ehehe I love you unconditionally..
Friday, April 27, 2007
Laaaa~~~
Assalamualaikum,
Oh well, on monday, us the teachers had a meeting with our PPKD in the afternoon. So after work I dropped by at my parent's home. I came early, no one was home so I watched TV. About a few minutes later, mum came in. Then not long after that my dad came home. I was totally tired with work and now had to come in the afternoon for the meeting. It started at 2pm and I waited for my friend, Anne, to pick me up. Coz she decided to go together.
The meeting was slightly boring eheheheh boring pasal ngalih udah wah. And it was monday!! The 1st day of the week. I felt so sleepy. Been trying hard on myself not to yawn. Hahaha.. it started at 2pm and ended at 4.40pm!!!! Uwaaa sasak ku.
Tapi nyaman ati ahirnya abis jua ehehehe so me and my friends went to tutong to grab something to fill our stomach. Although we did eat something during refreshment after the meeting but that was not enuf eheheheh
After that Anne sent me home. I warmed up my car as soon as I arrived coz biasa my car ne lambat kan panas enjinnya. So I went into the house and had a lil chitchat with my parents. Not long after that, we heard honk's car outside. We thought it was the neighbour. So mum went out to see. I heard voices, familiar voices eheheh rupanya my bro, his wife and the latengest aleeya.
Its been awhile aku nda jumpa dorang. Apa lagi aleeya. So as usual nampak ja mama, tarus tah minta kipak tu ehehe manja.. kali aku tanya lah ia, "sapa ne?" I pointed at myself. Batah jua ia respon. inda ia mau jawab... eeeee gigitan ku.. alum tia panas ne kali eheheheh they were just on their way home from the empire hotel. Yep they stayed overnight there cause my bro had a meeting. Siuk le kana sponsor tidur sana. Eyan, his wife ceta about the buffet. Aleeya ate alot.. she ate fruits and ice cream. So i asked her how many ice cream did she eat.. She said "aleeya makan 2" and she showed two on her fingers. Ku tanya lagi "Ice cream apa?" She said, "ICe cream warna coklet sama pink" hehehehe baru tah ku dengar ia becakap.. she started to warm up.. she also told us that she ate fruits like watermelon and honeydew. Her mom told us that she was totally full hahahha kekanyangan panya.. baru ia tau hehehehe
Kali my mum lagi offer buah dlm tin. She gave her two choices. Rambutan or Longan. She chose the rambutan. eheheheh mum opened the can and put the fruit in a bowl. Before she ate it, she recite doa Al-fatihah and doa sebelum makan. She was getting pretty good dlm membaca surah Al-Fatihah. Aleeya took one big rambutan and put it in her mouth. hahahaha lapar masih panya. Alaaa aleeya kali ah.. inda buleh liat buah.. its her fave.. She ate 6 rambutans by herself. The rest of the rambutan mama tapuk hahahahah antam.. So i didn't stay long coz it was pretty late udah and my hubby was waiting at home. So i said goodbye to everyone, salam with my parents and minta cium dari aleeya eheehhehe si lateng atooo..
okaylah maybe atu saja.. its 7.40am in the morning.. Yep I woke up early cos I wanted to pee and wanted to send a msg to my dear cousin G-Bah to wish her on her birthday yesterday.. I was late coz I was totally caught up with lots of work.. okay take care peeps..
Oh well, on monday, us the teachers had a meeting with our PPKD in the afternoon. So after work I dropped by at my parent's home. I came early, no one was home so I watched TV. About a few minutes later, mum came in. Then not long after that my dad came home. I was totally tired with work and now had to come in the afternoon for the meeting. It started at 2pm and I waited for my friend, Anne, to pick me up. Coz she decided to go together.
The meeting was slightly boring eheheheh boring pasal ngalih udah wah. And it was monday!! The 1st day of the week. I felt so sleepy. Been trying hard on myself not to yawn. Hahaha.. it started at 2pm and ended at 4.40pm!!!! Uwaaa sasak ku.
Tapi nyaman ati ahirnya abis jua ehehehe so me and my friends went to tutong to grab something to fill our stomach. Although we did eat something during refreshment after the meeting but that was not enuf eheheheh
After that Anne sent me home. I warmed up my car as soon as I arrived coz biasa my car ne lambat kan panas enjinnya. So I went into the house and had a lil chitchat with my parents. Not long after that, we heard honk's car outside. We thought it was the neighbour. So mum went out to see. I heard voices, familiar voices eheheh rupanya my bro, his wife and the latengest aleeya.
Its been awhile aku nda jumpa dorang. Apa lagi aleeya. So as usual nampak ja mama, tarus tah minta kipak tu ehehe manja.. kali aku tanya lah ia, "sapa ne?" I pointed at myself. Batah jua ia respon. inda ia mau jawab... eeeee gigitan ku.. alum tia panas ne kali eheheheh they were just on their way home from the empire hotel. Yep they stayed overnight there cause my bro had a meeting. Siuk le kana sponsor tidur sana. Eyan, his wife ceta about the buffet. Aleeya ate alot.. she ate fruits and ice cream. So i asked her how many ice cream did she eat.. She said "aleeya makan 2" and she showed two on her fingers. Ku tanya lagi "Ice cream apa?" She said, "ICe cream warna coklet sama pink" hehehehe baru tah ku dengar ia becakap.. she started to warm up.. she also told us that she ate fruits like watermelon and honeydew. Her mom told us that she was totally full hahahha kekanyangan panya.. baru ia tau hehehehe
Kali my mum lagi offer buah dlm tin. She gave her two choices. Rambutan or Longan. She chose the rambutan. eheheheh mum opened the can and put the fruit in a bowl. Before she ate it, she recite doa Al-fatihah and doa sebelum makan. She was getting pretty good dlm membaca surah Al-Fatihah. Aleeya took one big rambutan and put it in her mouth. hahahaha lapar masih panya. Alaaa aleeya kali ah.. inda buleh liat buah.. its her fave.. She ate 6 rambutans by herself. The rest of the rambutan mama tapuk hahahahah antam.. So i didn't stay long coz it was pretty late udah and my hubby was waiting at home. So i said goodbye to everyone, salam with my parents and minta cium dari aleeya eheehhehe si lateng atooo..
okaylah maybe atu saja.. its 7.40am in the morning.. Yep I woke up early cos I wanted to pee and wanted to send a msg to my dear cousin G-Bah to wish her on her birthday yesterday.. I was late coz I was totally caught up with lots of work.. okay take care peeps..
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