Friday, October 02, 2009



Don't you just hate it when you can't express you feelings and emotions as openly as possible especially on MSN's status, FB's status.. cause sometimes people can misconstrue of what you referring and mean. And sometimes it doesn't do you any good. So how can we express them without hurting other people?? In our blog?? Some emotions are too personal. But then, it hurts to just keep them inside. Its like a thousand knives pinching through your heart. Painful!

Have lots of sad emotions going on right now. Can't express them here cause I don't know if my blog is being followed by the person that I talk about. All I can say is that there is no way that this person respect me in any way. Or else, this person won't do such things as the person pleases. Hate! Hate! Hate!!!!! No freedom, no respect.. *sigh big time*

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Salam Aidilfitri


5 months I've abandoned my blog. I kinda missed it. I missed expressing my feelings, my emotions, my thoughts.. Everything. I'm trying to live up my spirit to start blogging again. What took me away? Hmm, can't say..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin to my fellow readers. I'm sorry for my absence in the past 5 months. I would love to ask for forgiveness if I ever wrote or posted some notes that annoyed you, offended you in any ways. Hope you have a blast hari raya celebration.

My raya was ok. Its not what I've expected. 7 days of raya and I didn't get to take one nice family photo. Isn't that sad? It was a gloomy weeks for me. And I intend not to do it again next year. Perhaps next year will be a very quiet Raya for us. Lots of disappointment this year but I'll live. Life must go on..

My son, Adam Darwisy is 2 years old now. He grows like a weed. He's unbelievably active. He talks a lot. He makes us laugh and smile all the time. He grows into this fond, loving, super active child. And I'm totally happy and sad at the same time. It was just a couple years ago he was in my arms.

........... blank moment ..............

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Neglecting much


I've been neglecting this blog for a month. Have stories to share but dunno where to start. All I can is that keraja di sekolah semakin bertambah. Everyday ada saja tia tu.. 2nd term of school baru mula and we've been crushed by lots of work. I'm exhausted. Workshops everywhere, meetings, assessments, homework, classwork.. Can't catch a break.

Yatah pasalnya aku malas kan blogging. Ani pun aku menguatkan semangat ku ne. I'm so tired. Tadi ptg membawa murid ke SRL, ada perlawanan netball. So aku stay back saja tadi. Planning kan meliat since aku nada bengkel. Was eager to naik bas/van. Sekalinya not even one van dtg. So kami aga ke bahagian kenderaan. Unfortunately dlm schedule drg nada yg bertugas utk membawa kami ke SRL. Jadinya org tempat kami berpasan atu inda tah sampai tu membagitau. Frust lah kami sal terpaksa driving all the way to that school.

Bila sampai saja, I asked my Ss to warm up before their game started. Masa atu ada perlawanan berlangsung right before our game. So ada masa lagi. Sekali siuk2 warming up, tiba2 saja aku rasa ada air menitik. Masa atu weather not so good. Harap2 inda lah turun hujan ani. Tau2 labatz sekali. Perlawanan yang berlangsung atu paksa di teruskan since ngam kan ujan atu alum lagi labats banar. Abis saja, guru2 pengawas kana panggil bermesyuarat tergempar sekajap. I got the feeling yang perlawanan atu paksa kana postponed. Nah nyangku banar kan heheheh game kami kana postponed ke hari Isnin di waktu PAGI! hehehe wah pagi.. bermakna aku terpaksa awal bangun and bergagas ke sekolah. Mudahan murid inda akhir datang. Sal kami game yang pertama. Ngalih udah driving jauh2. Tapi inda apalah. Ketentuan cuaca di tangan Allah. So baliklah kami..

Now aku di sini. Sampat lagi online walaupun ngalih. I wanna sleep plg.. tapi kajap lagi lah hehehe kan berfacebook dulu.. K peeps.. atu saja cerita ku hari ani. Take care.

Friday, March 06, 2009



Here I've upload some photos taken yesterday and the day before. I took this photo before the children left the school and while they were in the bus..

This photo taken the night before that. I went to the stadium with hubby and son. We watched a football match that night. Heheheh my son was having a lot of fun cheering and clapping.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Tagged by Mummy Hanan


I've been tagged by Mummy Hanan. All you need to do:

1. You have to point out 5 romantic movies that you would love to share with your loved ones.

2. It doesn't have to be in order. As long as you love these movies, it will be fine.

3. You have to tag 5 other persons to answer this tag.

Shoutout to all bloggers if you're interested. Especially Katherine, Roslina, Wani, Farah, Moza, Kel..

As promised


As I had promised earlier. These are the photos taken during my night out with my baby darling at Fleur-de-lys. Then photos taken when we had breakfast at Country Patch right after hubby sent me off to Tutong. Hehehe and I escaped and heading to Kiulap instead.

At Fleur-de-lys

At Country Patch

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Jadi or not


It's 30 minutes to 7pm.. I'm still here. Early plan was to go to the book fair at the indoor stadium. Asked the maid to get ready, showered the baby, packed stuffs. But then, baby fell asleep after showering. He must've been tired as he stayed awake since the he woke up at half past eleven earlier. And now he's sleeping. Jadi kesian jua kan di tinggalkan. We decided to wait for him to wake up. I took the time as usual, dating with my computer while hubby's out there, washing his motorcycle. I'm still wondering if we're still gonna go later or not. Heheheh so.. let's hope and see..

Sunday, March 01, 2009

My night out with the darling


Last night I went out with the hubby. It was already around 7pm. We decided to go to The Mall but the traffic was hectic. The road jammed. People were heading towards Gadong. Malam minggu kan and people wanted to go shopping. So we turned around and headed to Kiulap Mall instead. Nothing much to do at Kiulap Mall. Without any plans ahead, we decided to hang out at Fleur-de-lys. I ordered the sweet, mouth-watering, chocolatey, irresistible Choc Fudge Cake, and the hubby as usual, his favourite deliciously Blueberry Cheesecake. Yummilicious. I snapped few pictures but I didn't get the chance to upload it now. Technical problems.

From kiulap, we headed to Bandar.. round2.. There was a charity bazaar right in front of the Royal Regalia Muzium. I decided to stop by but then it's not opened yet, I think and there weren't many stalls. Perhaps might be going later. Liat2 saja bah. Then we did a little activity of our own.. created by the ESTs.. We went snooping instead. I insisted actually so hubby got along. And I was super excited cause we've snooped about 4 last night. Break my 1st record of snooping hahahahahah yayness..

Then we headed home and my son was already asleep. I didn't bring him along with me cause he's tired and already showered..

Today, I woke up early. I had to go to Tutong to attend the walkathon. I slept late last night so I was abit grumpy had to wake up at 6am. My fault actually. Couldn't resist watching tv. Hubby sent me off to Tutong, but I only had to go there to sign up. Asked hubby to wait for a while. Ran into GB and Cg A, Cg Z, Cg M. I talked to Cg A for awhile then I went downstairs and into the car and drove away. Hehehe I know~!! Naughty me.. hehehehe

Next we went to Country Patch to have our american breakfast. Kath's recommended. And it was nice. Loved the warm, cozy, country-style place with the country musics playing on. Hubby ordered hard boiled egg, baked beans, some toast and chicken sausages. I ordered scramble egg, pancakes, chicken sausages and baked beans and the meal includes coffee or tea. Hubby also ordered side dish.. an Omelet, filled with onion, mushroom, bacon, ham, cheese.. Yummy!!! and we only spent about $14.00. I did take photos. Yet again, I will upload it later.

So now I'm home. Just finished doing my lesson plan, c/w and h/w for my Ss. And I'm ready for work tomorrow hehehehe k take care peeps..

Sunday, February 22, 2009



I was just browsing the internet and came across something quite shocking actually.. Like *woaaahhh* I will never wanna mess with that person.. but if that person starts a war.. bring it on!!! So before that person thinks that way.. better behave!!! Don't pretend you're a good person..

It's a shame how someone can easily pretend to be someone else but the truth behind that mirror.. nightmare!! Didepan acts like an innocent.. like a naive child.. who knows behind all that innocent faces that the person shows.. its all fake.. when it gets reveal.. totally ugly.. mua saja lawa.. tapi perangai.... *sigh* inda apalah.. when the time comes.. that person will have to deal with it and no one is gonna be able to lend a hand or even help.. Subhanallah..

Friday, February 20, 2009

The cutest Blog Tag and Award


I've received this tag and award from Ummi Rosma. Thanks alot Ummi.

1. Copy and paste the award and post it on your blog and sidebar.
2. Link it to the tagger.
3. Write something about the tagger too.
❧❧ ❝I've been tagged and awarded by Ummi Rosma. I don't know her very well. But I love reading her blog. Haven't really met in real life but looking forward to. Been learning about her life through her blog, that she's married and has 2 adorable kids. She's friendly and loves to cook. She is also very creative.❞
4. Lastly, you have to state 10 facts about yourself or your hobbies before tagging the next favorite blogging buddies.
❧Married. ❧My son's name is Darwisy. ❧A sensei. ❧Little miss forgetful. ❧Love watching movies. ❧I'm not that hardworking but I always get the job done! ❧Hubby gets annoyed cause I've spent alot of time with the internet. But he's very supportive and understanding. ❧Love swimming. ❧Obsess with handbags and shoes (its a thing!!) ❧Food lover *heheheh*

This tag will chain with these cute buddies.. Kath, Roslina, Faen, Wani, Moza, Ammey, Kel..